Cisco can't help the way he shivers when Matt helps him pull his shirt off on one quick, smooth motion, leaving Cisco's hair a scattered mess around his face. He stands still, holding his breath as Matt reaches out with both hands, each one finding a shoulder and following the lines of Cisco's arms all the way down until he brushes past the ends of Cisco's fingers.
Cisco takes a quick inhalation just as Matt's hands land on his abdomen, unable to keep himself from sucking in his stomach, knowing it won't make a difference. There's no reason for Cisco to compare his physique to Matt's, and he knows Matt isn't going to change his mind about this because Cisco doesn't have six pack abs, but he can't help feeling a little inadequate, as ingrained as that sentiment has always been.
But Matt doesn't seem even a little disappointed by Cisco's soft belly, or his relatively weak chest. It makes Cisco wonder about the sorts of people Matt's been with up to now, how many other men he's touched like this, if he was expecting chest hair, if Cisco's foreskin will surprise him. Of course that sort of touch is a least a little ways off still, and Matt doesn't seem like the kind of guy to be shocked by very many things. The kind little compliment he breathes against Cisco's lips makes Cisco tremble softly, and Cisco loses himself in a kiss he initiates this time, both hands cupping Matt's jaw and holding him close, letting Matt feel how much he appreciates Matt's acceptance of him, just as he is.
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Date: 2016-10-17 02:23 pm (UTC)Cisco takes a quick inhalation just as Matt's hands land on his abdomen, unable to keep himself from sucking in his stomach, knowing it won't make a difference. There's no reason for Cisco to compare his physique to Matt's, and he knows Matt isn't going to change his mind about this because Cisco doesn't have six pack abs, but he can't help feeling a little inadequate, as ingrained as that sentiment has always been.
But Matt doesn't seem even a little disappointed by Cisco's soft belly, or his relatively weak chest. It makes Cisco wonder about the sorts of people Matt's been with up to now, how many other men he's touched like this, if he was expecting chest hair, if Cisco's foreskin will surprise him. Of course that sort of touch is a least a little ways off still, and Matt doesn't seem like the kind of guy to be shocked by very many things. The kind little compliment he breathes against Cisco's lips makes Cisco tremble softly, and Cisco loses himself in a kiss he initiates this time, both hands cupping Matt's jaw and holding him close, letting Matt feel how much he appreciates Matt's acceptance of him, just as he is.